Aria Rajasa’s Blog

Hearing back the song “Aku Malu” by..err…kinda forgot who sang it but it’s a famous song back in the old days.. Neeways! I heard it last night on Bugs Cafe Pondok Indah when I was watching Raden plays a lenong for the Abang None 2006 finals of Jakarta Selatan. I was just talking about some fellow with a mordant wits when suddenly this song was played by the band, it is such a hilarious coincidence that it makes me laugh my heart out (no offense on the one mention dude..).

Thinking back about that song, it reminds me of another song called “Terdiam” by Maliq & d’essentials that quite embodies the same theme (embodies? geez.. gotta learn more grammar…). In short, it’s about a pathetic person who never had the guts to even talk to the girl he likes.. which is (again) pathetic.

But then again, I believe everyone endures that kind of awkward situation at least once. Me? well.. err.. okay okay I had a few moments like those, but that’s already way wayyy in the past (yeah right!). The last one I had one of those is when I was with this girl for about 5-6 hours and I just keep on talking gibberish without finishing what I really want to say to her and ends out.. not doing it.. Wakakaka, sob sob..

The longest time I had those moments was the time when I was having such a huge crush on this one girl for 4 (fr*ck*n!) years.. and still.. ended up not telling her my feelings. I did end up telling her but that’s years after I lost contact with her (and kind of get reunited in a very awkward situation) and the crush I had with her is gone (not to mention I already got a girlfriend and she already had a fiancee).

It’s kinda sad to think that all those years was wasted because I never really had the guts to do what I felt was true. That is why when college time started, I never really hesitate to give it my all when it comes to feelings. I ended up getting a direct rejection.. once.. and a couple of very clear signals of we’re-friends-and-that’s-it. I never really regret it because in the end, I could really gather my courage to get the one I’m staying with right now (happy ending! Yay!!).

So, in dedication to my achromatic friend, I hereby encourage you to take the chances before it’s too late.

PS: It’s graduation in august (or is it september?) right? good luck doing it in this very short time then!

PSS: Kok postingan gw akhir2 ini beginian semua ya? ow well, love is in the air I guess Wakakakak, btw selamet yee buat yang baru jadian. Semoga langgeng selalu dan jangan lupa MAKAN2!!!

written by Kuy