Aria Rajasa’s Blog

If I were to describe myself in one word, it would be Free. Free as in freedom and not free beer (GNU anyone?). It’s more of like a basic principle really. It’s beautiful in terms of morality and sociality. Of course that freedom comes with the obligation to adhere with the consequences and I fully respect that. Freedom is not being able to do anything to anyone, but that word describe more of an ultimate environment where people could become themselves without other people telling them who themselves are.. well at least to me.

My so-called ideal world is that freedom. If one is an introvert then do understand, if one is a geek than do have respect, If one never ever wants to get married then let him be.. If they have disadvantages because of that then again, it’s still their choice. What I cannot understand is why most people judge and drive them to inferiority just because they think and act differently and assigning words to them such as weird, strange or to the very extent.. alien. Weird is very subjective because in their case, the majority is the one that’s weird. They are not inferior, their just different.. unfortunately, human race fears things what is different from them and thus..

In junior high, I never really like befriending people so I “made” my friends by drawing them (literally) and perfecting them every single day for years (and that’s the start of my designing days.. kinda pathetic if I think about it). In senior high, i never really like my teachers so I skip classes and care so less about studies. In college I never really like being told around at home so I rent a place and live on my own. At work, I never really like the places where I work so I made one on my own and claims my own rules. People never really understand the choices that I made and consider me.. weird? maybe, but then again I could care less about it. It never kept me astray from the path that I’ve chosen and it probably never will.

`I love my work, I love my life and lover and I’m pretty satisfied with what I’ve become. I never said it’s perfect, but I never look back and regret the things that I’ve done other than some embarrassing things at youth.. well I was stupid back then.. well anyway, in short.. I’m cool with everything.

So the next time someone told me to act the same way as everyone would then i say fuck that and just get the hell out of my face because I’m the one who stayed and make a nice living from what I do, enjoy my work and could still go to Dufan at any “working day” in the morning and have fun with my friends.. Let’s see you do that.

Stay foolish everyone, coz being smart means taking away all the fun and get stuck in a lifetime of slavery :))

written by Kuy